I finished packing my room yesterday till late because I had a feeling I wouldnt be able to fall asleep. I sorted thru the drawers that gab and I shared. I saw a few things that made me happy but I also saw thing that made me dfangry.

All those letters. That Matthew sent to her. After he two-time me with her. She came between me and bensee also, with Bryan also.

Haiz. No use to think about them anymore. I still miss Matthew sometimes though.

Been easily annoyed these few days. Dont know why also. Especially with Chris. I cant help it also. Hormones? Zz... Yeah, sooner or later they'll drive him away..

Can't live without him but can't live with him either..